Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God. -Corrie Ten Boom

"Somewhere between the hot and the cold
Somewhere between the new and the old
Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me" ~Casting Crowns,"Somewhere in the Middle"

Here I am. I find myself standing on a line between who I was and who I am becoming. Behind me lies everything I have ever known, and before me lies everything that is unknown. Excitement is beginning to overcome me, and joy is flooding my heart. Despite these wonderful things, I also find Fear's icy hand upon my shoulder-as if to pull me back from whence I came. I then find that God is stronger than my greatest fears as He brushes the hand away and restores peace within my soul.

In my time upon this line, I have found many great companions. These bring me such joy and happiness, for they too are excited for what God has planned for their futures. Despite these blessings, I fear I am losing those who have long been with me... those who are dearest. I stand here upon this line, watching them walk into the horizon. They are walking toward a setting sun, and only their silhouette can be seen. I cry out--scream out-- their name. They do not hear. They do not listen. I wish they would turn to face me. I wish they could see the tears streaming down my face for them... the love I hold in my heart for them.....no...they just keep w a l k i n g a wa y. My hope is crushed with every step they take. My heart breaks, yet, I continue to pray for them with every single step. "Lord be with them. Lord guide them. Lord bless them, and let your love surround them." I have faith that God will cross our paths again...someday....somehow....

I turn from the horizon and wipe the tears away. I will not give up on those who have walked away, but neither will I stand on this line any longer. I face the unknown and hold my arms open to imbrace it. I have decided. I will take a risk, trust God, and jump. God has many things to show me, and tasks for me to complete. Though I am not certain of the things that lie ahead, I know that my future is already written...now I must begin to read. I must simply trust and have faith. God is reaching out His hand and I am taking hold.

I take one final glance behind me and smile. Such wonderful memories to store in my heart. So much love, laughter, and happiness...and so much more to come. I turn to face the unknown. I smile. My heart feels as though it could soar.

I take a deep breath...

...and leap.



"For I know the plans I have for you" declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future. " ~Jeremiah 29:11